I want to appear as a good girl in everyday l

I want to appear as a good girl in everyday life and a bad girl in my own thoughts.Outwardly I want to appear as a tender and loving lady,and yet being a
ble to transform ino any state of mind.
我要做個思想上的女流氓，生活上的好姑娘，外形上的柔情少女，心理上的變形金剛。